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Posted 2 weeks ago

Another year, another disappointment.

People on here drift away, without the bottle to admit they’re no longer even interested in maintaining the illusion of interest. It’s not worth the pretence. You genuinely know who you are, too.

Today is the sixth anniversary of me attempting to commit suicide; a massive overdose I documented in great detail in my diary at the time. Today I found what is left of the honey and chilli pepper vodka I used to help swallow the mug full of medication. Bizarrely, if I’d used water I’d probably be long dead.

I still regret failing to succeed, even in that.

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Posted 4 weeks ago

I’ve found out yesterday evening the police aren’t interested in audio recordings of my wife going batshit crazy at me or our son, only pictures or video.

So, as soon as I can afford it, it’s some storage (which I may have!), zoneminder (installed and ready to go), and a few discrete WiFi cameras around the house.

I’ve always wanted to sort out some house surveillance, but I never thought I’d need to have the cameras pointing in.

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Posted 1 month ago

Nothing sets off a Sunday morning quite like interrupted sleep, then being forcibly woken up, before being subjected to half an hour of verbal abuse

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Posted 1 month ago

The Dragon took her lunacy to 11 overnight Friday/Saturday, and again last night. Now she’s out of the way for around 24 hours while she visits friends in London today, then makes sure she can get to the Russian Embassy for an appointment first thing tomorrow morning.

Still, within an hour of me dropping her off, I’d had at least a dozen calls from her. Most were ignored, but the ones I did pick up were while I was trying to do what I’d already told her I was going to get done at home, or listening to her starting to rant at me just long enough for me to realise and hang up.

So after dropping her off and whilst dealing with multiple interruptions, I’ve repaired and rehung a door she broke by constantly slamming it, put all the tools away, repaired a vacuum cleaner and finished the vacuuming, taken out rubbish and sorted it into council recycling or home composting. I’ve even had a little nap (thanks to the sleep deprivation above), and now it’s time to get cleaned up, do some shopping, and maybe I’ll have lunch by 4pm.

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Posted 1 month ago

Spent half of my day off work in bed because of the sleep torture inflicted upon me by my wife last night.

I really hate my wife.

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Posted 1 month ago

(Source: guardiansofthegalaxi)

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Posted 1 month ago

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The forest lady awaits (Source)

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Posted 2 months ago

Not that these posts provoke anything in the way of a response, but you may want to know that I’ve been informed of a way I can potentially start to get the Dragon out of my life. The informant in this case is also the closest I have to a friend - and is hated and ridiculed by the Dragon, partly because of her size, but also due to the lack of qualifications relative to her PhD. However, I didn’t know she has a police officer for a cousin.

Apparently, as well as informing the police the next and each time she goes bonkers towards either our son or me, I can also apply for something called a non molestation order, basically to block her contacting us, and/or an occupation order which specifies who can live at a particular address.

Not perfect. Maybe only a stepping stone. Anyway, I’ve sent an email to enquire (safer for me than phone). I’ve also been given advice on the most appropriate ways of calling the police should/when I need to.

What concerns me is just how much worse she’s going to get when she learns all this has kicked off. I’m sure she’s already becoming increasingly domineering, controlling, and paranoid, but that’s nothing compared to where it’s going…

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Posted 2 months ago

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